Enhancing Our Experience

Reminders of your love are strewn everywhere I look, flowers that you used to love remind me of the time you picked a bouquet and placed it on the table to enhance our experience during a candlelight dinner. Special and simple pleasures were your specialty, you always were so thoughtful and caring, thinking of others instead of wallowing in self-pity, even through difficult times. Knowing that pity did nothing to help, only made you feel ill and taking away from the happiness needed to survive the battle with cancer you were constantly fighting. Taking care of you in the end, forsaking everything just to be with you, giving, loving, fulfilling marriage vows and every need that you had whenever possible. Such a tremendous amount of respect coming from my heart, careful not to hurt or cause you any harm or pain at all, feeding, massaging, taking care of you with every ounce of love within my heart. When you were taken, life was over, thoughts of abandonment, isolating in the aftermath of your death, now needing love to take care of my being, but you were gone. Not yet realizing that you have sent an angel to fill this heart with love, needing to care for and love me through the rest of my lonely earthly life.