Enlightening Feeling

Noticing lately that my eyesight is deteriorating a little, not able to always focus when writing or reading. Having cataracts slowly growing, waiting for surgery eventually, meanwhile being irked by this interfere- ence with my writing at times. Putting up with it because I cannot stop or put aside my natural poetical nature, an aspect of my being, always wanting to stay in a bluened atmosphere. Taking in everything with wonder, awe and curiosity, listening, seeing, touching, smelling, hearing what lies within it's environment. There is nothing like it outside of this interior life, inescapable wonder always filling my mind, taking me into realms beyond intellect and imagination. Using ingenuity and innate talent to access all their properties, giving new and exciting discoveries, decent and beautiful images and visions appearing. Surrounding me with an enlightening feeling of accumula- ting wisdom and interior knowledge that keeps my mind filled with appreciation for it's knowing within me.