Future Quality

Wave goodbye gently for I will feel it interiorly any way, I am attuned to abandonment. Don't worry and fret over me, when I can no longer handle the pain I will commit suicide, it won't be long, it will be peaceful, serene, what I want to do. My life is mine, no one has any say in it, it can be as long or short as I decide it to be. God is a forgiving God, He can see into my heart and soul, knowing all that is within me. Only God can judge, no one else is my Savior or Lord, a quality of life is anticipated through the past. Contingent upon it's outlasting ability to comprehend and see if or how anything will or can change the future. (8/27/95)