Having To Wait

Reaching for the outskirts of another dimension, wanting to escape earthly ones and travel into the deeper ones interiorly. Curious about what goes on within them and wanting to know what they look like, soaring into the bluened light, counting on the Divine to show me what lies beyond it. Knowing that it will be awesome there, changing attitudes and life situations interiorly without affecting what still goes on in this life every day. Sensations of feeling intensely, things I know nothing about right now, just having them nudging me within with a silent urgency. Wondering what it could be, just having to wait until I an get the answers within, being impatient at times, but having to wait just the same.