Just Disappearing

Looking at blinds shutting out nature beyond the window, feeling shut off from life, it's just not the same any more. Finding pleasure in writing, music and art, but yearning to go camping, fishing, walking and backpacking, to exist outside these four walls. Thinking at times to just disappear into the wilderness alone and unafraid, that's where this poetical soul feels most at ease and serene. A place nearer to God that can be called my own, where everything can be expressed and understood thoroughly in the peace and quiet of this interior soul and spirit.