Living Through Expectations

Ripping and tearing memories with shards of tears, letting them flow endlessly into this heart. Full of crystal drops, heart so heavy, that it cannot hold onto them for very long. Asking God to give a reprieve, but He doesn't seem to be listening or hearing me. Continuing anyway, moving forward into another day, another moment; living through expectations even those that never are brought to fruition. Another dimension stepping up, giving a special feeling that brings a lot of hope into this fragile and frail life. Surviving out of sheer will power, knowing that it can't last forever, yet holding on to it for now to get through all the turmoil and suffering entering life daily.