Meanings Have No Definitions

Impossible dreams leading me into depths of sorrow's beliefs. Meanings have no definitions to procure incessant feelings that are filling me. Going through the uncertainty of life without your love takes my breath away. Always leaving me hopelessly in love without the source of my recognizable being in your heart. Attempting to see the world through inner desires, holds only the darkness of your death. Cannot find anything, no light, no meaning to this life anymore. Creating an emptiness now that will not go or fade, it confuses and fills my mind and heart daily. There is no way to bring back the happiness that we had together because your heart has been taken away. Birthdays, holidays, times together with family are all just numb, nothing touches me anymore. Darling, missing you infinitely and intensely, cannot even try to go on, needing your love. Wanting to be with you dear, head bowed, no longer praying for the impossibility of you being with me. An ending of our lives has been thrown upon us forever now, we had no choice and now we are parted.