Never Feeling Love

Tempos coming into view, taking me into their rhythms and giving an intensity of hope and forgiveness to carry forward into a future life. Having very little that can be seen, because of grief, creating a barrier in front of my being. Wanting only to see and feel your presence beside me, not even noticing the true love lying right next to me. Hiding here inside an interior subconsciousness, my mind finding expressions of love and caring, very touching. Yet, not able to connect to them, because of the sorrow engulfing me from the loss of my forever love. Never feeling her love again except through tears of crying flowing from my heart.