Peering Into The Future

Sadly walking down back roads, peering into forests, trying to see between trees so closely situated together. Taking many thoughts, attempting to picture a better time, hopefully in another dimension far better than this one. Tears falling haphazardly one by one, nothing mattering, no one caring, just pools of sadness strewn throughout my being. Not able to climb out of the way as grief comes constantly washing over, peering into the future, seeing nothing coming to light. Yet hope still tries to shine into the darkness, no end in sight, being abandoned, left in the cold, lonely spaces left behind by a lost love. Knowing that this hart has become frozen from the inside out, now wavering, trying to hold onto this thread of mere life, nothing much to hope for anymore. Periodically seeing a tiny star light, then it's blacked out by dejected aspects of loneliness, holding onto the insides of my being forever. Letting go seems to be an impossibility, yet I hold onto that hope eternally.