Prayer On My Lips

Lying back, thinking about you, knowing you are sitting up in bed reading, only because I am not with you, nor will I ever be again. Summer, winter, spring and fall, weather beating through every season, nothing to help you overcome your grief. Feeling your embrace, yet there's nothing I can do about it, because death has pulled me into it's vast nothingness. Preparing to enter heaven without you, my love, a prayer on my lips, letting you go with my love kept safely in your heart, but wanting you to let me go. Knowing there is someone who loves you with all her heart, waiting quietly for you to realize that you also love and want her. You're just holding onto my memory because you do not want to hurt me, my love, yet I have chosen this one, so let go, love her in return. You deserve to be happy and fulfilled with another, for your life will continue, you are very healthy, and filled with love, still.