Purely Selfish

Your love has hurt me deeply, leaving me in tears every day, having no recourse, no way to heal, being left in a deep chasm, no way to return to the way I was before, happy, free and content in life. Now realizing you have given me your love for purely selfish reasons, a temporary love to have me help you get through a difficult situation in your life, you never really loved me the way I needed. Understanding fully now, what you've done to me, yet it doesn't help or heal the intense pain of loss you have now left me with, crippling me emotionally, giving me no love at all, abandoning me to get on with your life.