Silence Beginning Within

Pictures hanging upon otherwise empty walls, painted in pastel colors of death. Colors having no where to be placed within, vibrancy of a rainbow has fallen from the skyway of my heart and mind. Total desolation having been placed within my being, watching for an exit, hoping to escape this imaginary place where one waits for death to make it's move. Never any warning, just holding and disappearing with my body's spirit, no saying goodbye my sweetheart, just being left with the emptiness of parting sorrow hovering over me. Silence beginning within, no ending to it's horrendous stillness of death where no one can ever come back nor penetrate the eeriness of going into that vast nothing- ness, unless being resuscitated.