Strange Gnawing

Silent, self-deprecating, feeling worthless, no reason to be seen, just something from the past, a memory perhaps, bringing feelings of loneliness. A strange gnawing at your heart, letting it feel the total abandonment and sorrow from another time. So hopeless and forlorn, nothing will take these feelings away, they have to be experienced so they will eventually dwindle, and leave you alone. Bereft and trying to deal with memories that you no longer remember, only having left their sorrow within our beings today.