Total Aloneness

Each passing day seeming to get sadder with each new moment appearing to touch an inner contemplation hidden within. Tantalizing life being recognized and lived, but never fully, because human beings cannot seem to be totally in the moment, which is a saddened plight of everyone on this earth. Magically appearing and disappearing in the blink of an eye, tears falling with every one, nothing to hold back the ones that life seems to grow like a lush jungle. Never giving a choice when our hearts, minds and souls have been touched by sorrow and grief, a total aloneness creeping upon us at inopportune times when we thought to have some fun. Suddenly becoming despondent for some reason or another, tell-tale loneliness always seeming to be present no matter what we try to do to avoid it every step of the way. Knocking at the door, looking in windows, never wanting to leave us alone, just continually spying, waiting for the exact second to pounce on each of us. Taking it in stride the best we can, life goes on, sorrow in one hand and us in the other, stepping through many experiences of loss and bereavement. No matter what, we continue to believe in a better to- morrow in spite of what we all know and cannot help, always getting stuck in puddles of remorse.