Unalterable Abandonment

Finding empty spaces in life, trying to hide within them secretly, having a safe haven interiorly where no one can find me unless I want to be found. Taking isolation as my new friend and companion, lost and leaving life behind as you've left me all alone in this world through no fault of your own. Missing you, my dear, not caring what happens to me any longer, for without you my life doesn't matter, there's no love to hold me close. No one to love in the darkest hours of my life, just the lonely emptiness of an unalterable abandonment keeping watch over me.