Uncomprehending Sorrow

Silently singing within, mourning losses of family, unable to recuperate right now. Instead, finding it difficult to comprehend any of the sorrow as it lies heavily upon my heart, straining my mind, tearing apart my entire being. Changing interiorly, recreating me with infinite sadness, no apologies are made by death's insistent presence. Finalizing all plans, funerals being attended and sorrow thrown upon every family member's shoulders, taking them down into depths of grief where there is no relief in sight for the time being.