Waves Of Interior Storms

Wailing into the darkness, guitars taking my heart into waves of interior storms where I continue to drift about on the surface, alone and thoughtful. No longer wanting to wander earth, just feeling the loneliness existing deeply within, desires burning a hole in my heart, un- able to be sated or quenched again in this life. Dejected, forlorn, knowing there's no one who will be here for me, taking self out of the equation of this earthly life, no longer wanting to live this nonexistence in throes of a love that's no longer mine to cherish or treasure, now belonging to death's side of this life forevermore.