Within Finality

A feeling of abandonment has come over me here in a remote resort on top of a mountain in India, feeling death walking alongside me. Letting life flow away, watching as energy and breath are suddenly gone from my being, near death is felt so intensely as I walk into a total abandonment. Freeing my soul, intellect observing as it happens so quietly, a silence completes me, it's so finely tuned that I feel a part of it's infinite shadow. Walking further into the fabric of it's sheer darkness, serenity filling and soothing me, letting go, watching self slowly disappear into the sheer nothingness of death, something pulls me and I am awakened within my finality.