Without Reason

Fascinating me with an unsense, wondering how anyone so smart could believe such nonsense, having no wish to contemplate it. How can you give power to anything, you are not God, nothing is up to you except living your life the way you want to. Having all these mind power ideas of someone else's, trying to live another's life without a reason for your own. It doesn't make sense, why do you do it? There is no understanding, explain it if you can. What you say has no logic, no space in time, no reason nor rhyme. Maybe if understanding what you're saying can come about, some sense could be found in it, for now just waiting to hear your explanation.