Is Love Pretense......(Lover's Naiveté)

So intense my love what to do I know I can not live without you eternally it shall with vigor flow Stronger and stronger it shall grow left me stranded in lashing rain why you choose to cause this pain always out running to an fro I find some linen in the stow Why you go out dolled and feign I surmised I'd never see you again whiff of cologne, my heart in plow return You late and a tantrum throw Your smile’s a solace my heart throb Snatch and from me moments rob. But you break me down blow by blow When need something, you make a show To this day your smiles an reginal reign Make me fall in love all over again Only God can such patience bestow One day you’ll come around, I know (Islamabad) (April 09,2009)