Unfinished Task

This strange sense of unfulfilled task Like some thing needs to be accomplished Occupies my mind and spare time. Standing behind a solid wall- Not capable of breaking the barrier- Not able to take next step- I ponder over my inadequacies. An arrogant will not aware of limited capacity Heeds not any wise counseling Flies high on waxed wings! You who brought that light of life out from your dark womb My restlessness to receive that light Peels away the norms of satisfactory life. Darkness encircles me My best is never enough Even to cast a dim light Upon the dark corners of my heart. O! World O! life This search, this cry seems imbecilic Yet this sense of unfinished business Lingers in my broken bones. Like a waterless Cloud with silvery skin And grey passions, I weather the storm. This strange sense increases day by day Even in dreams it doesn't leave. But a hope I cherish with each breath. I hear the words inaudible Inciting me every morning- Walk on roads unmarked Stand at the edge of broken clouds Search for ever new patterns Touch the faces unrecognizable. Across each writing that seems ambiguous and ill-legible Feel the sense implied, Connect with its synergy To find a way, to learn and to know what is hidden Away from eyes. Get rid of this diminished sense of worth That vitiates you from living. Be happy Be satisfied That you can still dream Still walk And still explore..... So take the next step....... And move into unknown..... In the setting of evening sun See the jagged clouds Dazzling like diamonds. 11.14.2018