All This Feeling

ALL THIS FEELING All this feeling What is it? All these feelings What do they mean? They come and overwhelm me The Love the Pain the Sadness The Longing in so many ways The mixed up joy and sadness also Feelings I have no name for Slight feelings and dark feelings and light feelings Feelings that come suddenly And feelings that just wait in me all the time All these feelings As if they are more than I myself am And are beyond me And yet on the verge of tears I am moved beyond my own understanding Oh God what is all this And what is my life And what does it all mean? And when I die What will become of it All the feeling All the feelings And me and my sadness and my mind and my love And my life And all the loss and longing And what never goes away And is blessed and holy and will be gone forever Unless You save it For what?