Home Alone Distressed Without Working Computer

Home alone without a working computer I am at a loss Every few minutes I think to look something up No Google No Wikipedia Nothing I want to read my mail No mail No entertainments from YouTube either Where is the joy of perpetually going From one interesting link to another? Above all I am lost without my documents This is my system for work and I cannot write without it Without my computer I wonder what to do with my time I do not have patience for all the books on my table I am used to achieving things In smaller times and spaces Without my computer I cannot be myself I am lost without it My mind wanders helplessly toward fixing this one Or immediately getting another – Oh why can’t I make just one click And have it all back?