I Am Not Good Enough

I AM NOT GOOD ENOUGH I am not good enough. I will never be good enough. I will die not having been good enough, And the world will go on Without my name My memory My immortality My place among mankind’s true creators. I have not been good enough I will never be good enough I have had enough evidence And lived long enough To know this. Why then can I not be wise And accept it? Why must I try to the end To be what I will never be? God Who has given me so much Has not given me this I should simply accept it.. But I do not and cannot… So I write this.