I Am Too Lonely Now

I am too lonely now I have what I want now I have time now But I am lonely now I feel as if all I can do Is like everything else already done I feel in a deep way it does not matter Whether I write these lines Or any other lines or words or thoughts or even books Into the nothing of the more nothing goes even more nothing And even a good line an interesting line a memorable perhaps Cannot take away the wish To somehow have to something to do today To be with and help someone else And to feel I am a human being again.