I Cannot Relive My Life

I cannot relive my life I cannot even rewrite it in a convincing way- I lived as I have lived With all the failures misses and mistakes And with after all these years, The regrets also- I am happy and surprised too By many good things and people never expected- Who would have dreamed I would have lived in Israel All these years And have the family I have? Who would have dreamed I would have a lifetime To do the work I needed and wanted to do? There is beside the misses Much to be grateful for- No, it is only one life That's all G-d gives us- This has been the one I have had so far I pray I will make it to and through the end In the best way possible For those few who truly care for me.