Perhaps I Did It Once

Perhaps I did it once And can no longer do it Perhaps I never did it And only fool myself To think I did Perhaps I simply never had the ability To do it Perhaps I am in a difficult time And I will come back to myself again Perhaps there is nothing to come back to Perhaps there is only a short time left And it does not matter anyway Perhaps I will come back And do it again And end in the fullness of my power In happiness as the best I have ever been Perhaps I will and perhaps I won't Perhaps I did and perhaps I never will Perhaps The end is coming Perhaps it will be sooner than I think Perhaps it will not