Time?

Time? It is not a question of Time I have Time A year, five, perhaps ten, perhaps more- It is not a question of Time It’s what I can do with the Time- I have had so much Time What have I done with it? Why do I think could do better now? It is not a question of Time All the years and where am I? Whatever time I have left Where can I get? What can I expect myself to do, That I have not been able to do in all the years? Not Time What I am and what I can and cannot do That is the problem. I have Time But I do not have another me That I can be- Whatever it is it is Whatever I am I am It is not Time It is me Only me.