Time Means Nothing Anymore

Time means nothing anymore There is time and more time And too much time It will stop of course And run out But it does not seem to matter when A few more years A few less What seems to matter Is how I will die And how much trouble I will be at the end To those I most do not want to be trouble to- There is a lot of time A year five years maybe even ten But I don’t have the purpose and the will anymore All the years I had purpose and will Though I never got to where I wanted to go Now I have just Time And staying alright for as long as possible- It is boring to be an old man With no work or purpose anymore- Tomorrow will be more pleasure or less- It does not matter really The game is done And I am not playing anything anymore- Staying alive and making the best of it Time and more time And how I will die.