When There Is No Light

WHEN THERE IS NO LIGHT When there is no light It is necessary to learn to live in the darkness- I try and fail again- Falling together is worse than falling as one- I did not know gloom and doom would come so early- There must be a way out- but I do not know it and I am not the one to find it- Two too alike do not make for salvation this day- I pray to God- But why should God help me when it is my responsibility? I am old and sick and sad and weak and in pain and afraid and stupid- The light – the light Where is the light? When there is so much darkness?