Where To Begin Again?

Where to begin again? And how to begin again? When others and the odds say I will never be able to begin again- How? When there seems no way How? When within me there is no sign How? When Weakness is more with me than before How? I don’t know- Against then the odds And against the strength I have In some way I do not understand By the help of God perhaps- I must go into what I do not know And must try to create again- Will I? Can I? I don’t know These words are not the new beginning But only a small poem of a kind I have written many times before- I have no evidence I am not sure I will try to begin again Will I? I don’t know.