Anarchy Ii

I have been searching all this while; miles n miles, I know not where i lost my smiles... My heart's been over brimmed with fears; years n years, Oh God! where i have lost my tears... My soul's been groping since the birth; on skies n earth, I'm flustered where i lost my mirth... I daily shriek to shake the skies; twice n thrice, do try to cry, but where are cries... I have been trying to kill the pain; but all in vain, M y God distill some blessed rain... O Lord! do help me change my mind; You Just n Kind! so rest n peace my soul may find...