A Place I Have Not Been

Confused, was it me? Misused, aloof I shall remain Alone, I am not! Secluded? Synonyms, how you spew For my thoughts are enough Of an excuse to keep me Far away from you Betrayal? Perhaps, it was so Words from my mouth crumble A scarring remembrance A lie! It was something I never truly knew Attraction? Sexual tension Can be so delicious One sided, forever divided A burn that feels too good Love? Who are you to say? A word you have not heard A place I have not been That memory, long forgotten For it was never truly there