Quantum Of Space You Fill

So often today You have entered me, Like a cool summer breeze, Through the Sun-burnt grooves. Giggles of funny encounters Between us, ages ago- Knock often on my eardrums! Are you so close- Somewhere nearby, Inside Somebody I talk to, interact with? Why does my heart Feel like sobbing the pain Out into the sky nearby? Why do I feel that you would Come and fill me up as and When I fall ill? ? What made you nostalgic About me and my things, About my feelings, and Sufferings en route to death? I know you would simply say That you do not know it, The answer that I cherish for Over the ages, and the cycles of Lives That we have lived here on Earth.