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Regardless of contentions being branded reprobate Carried on just believing a share of my dished fate Others with own schema never once looked behind Kept waiting in expectancy but bliss was hard to find Harsh while in beginning then slowly got immune With solitude as company and demons my commune No rue though is nurtured but emotions at times irk For bestowed unfair deal due to destiny's odd quirk At the same very junction where paths got diverged Kept damned hope alive but no response emerged All what surrounds now has got me in such state The conducive I fuse with to irrelevant don't relate