The One With Self

Conduit for most surroundings nearer edge one stands alone Catalytic to others benediction, own redemption cannot atone Long lonely paths perpetual, trudged somberly and on own Seeking glimmer in darkness familiarity amongst unknown Involved in chores dreary aiding in trying to subsist Few proved a bit gratifying, others wish I'd tried to resist Affiliations deemed amiable, prospects of some eternal bond Most of those proved contrary to expectancy didn't respond Inverted angst fused with fury found kind of subliminal release Where self and persona conjoin to handle odds with simpler ease All sought becomes irrelevant materialism is treated greed Purpose of dissecting logic, exceeds way beyond it's need