Raincheck

I somersault at the very idea of a cardio work out romp with you... Pulse quickening, schoolgirl crush-blush flush and feeling faint at the sound of your hello... And you know it... And you use it... like a metro card swiped at the terminal that leads to the express train stopping at my cozy couch and candlelit left-up late Christmas decor... that welcomes you, once more an evening to explore just what it is finds us together and yet, still separated... into the arms of another new year. Maybe I am getting a little wiser... or dare I admit it, a little older or too old to pretend I am young enough to keep stringing these random days into yarn that could possibly weave a future... But tonight, I am tired, from a day of feeling tired... so pardon me for asking.... but I'll need to take a raincheck and simply dream of you instead... But by no means...was that a no... And you know it.... So I'll use it... This time....'til next time....