Seeking Sanity

Sanity... Where's the life you promised me All your "I love yous" left on my window sill Washed away with the rain I watch the sunrise As I always do But it's just another day another day away from you Sanity... Lost in the songs you sang to me Stuck in my own imagination loneliness and frustration Wasting time rereading old love letters I saved Sad but true what's left But to turn the calendar page Out there, somewhere out there Somewhere out there on your own I'm here fighting back tears Realizing I'm alone Hard to remember sweetly the days of you and me This is just my New Normal of seeking sanity Sanity... Oh what's to become of me Picking up the pieces Myself to realign Can't help but wonder was it a spell I was under How long 'til I get you off my mind And find my sanity Sanity... Once again feeling I can breathe free To steer towards a new direction Again recognize my own reflection And get up off my knees Find me some sanity God grant me sanity I just need clarity And some sanity