Hospitalized

Was taken to the hospital May 25 Was released from hospital June 7. Was short of breath, am still short of breath. Had two operations on heart, they want to do two more when I am rested up more. For some reason they did an x-ray then did another one in that clanking scary X-ray scary because I an claustrophobic and discovered a big mass in the bowel operated on me and removed it it was cancerous but there is no other sign of cancer at this time. So that is why I disappeared off the face of the earth, my friends, I miss you all very very much but I am so tired that all I do is sleep and stare out the window... I haven't written on my book-my brain is dead I haven't written a poem--my brain is dead. I would love it if you all would write a poem to me about the loveliest thing in your life that never fails to make your heart smile.... miss you all but cannot promise when I will write again but I promise I will try because I Love my poetic friends, . Battered and bruised but still kicking, Susan