On My One And Only Lonely Journey

I am on a journey the longest journey of my life you know the one the one that goes from birth to death. I am all alone no one to talk to no one to help me no one to share it with and no one to enjoy it with me ...............on my one and only lonely journey. . I am so weary I am tired to the bone I am an outcast standing all alone on the other side of the window looking in on friendship and love and wishing mine had been accepted wishing mine had been acceptable but it never was something is the matter with me ...............on my one and only lonely journey. . I need to find a safe place a quiet and still place where light pierces through the darkness and shows me how to go and where to stay for the moment all by myself in the stillness of my loneliness and not hate myself and feel such shame and feel such despair ..............on my one and only lonely journey. . The light wants me to go there it wants me to go there by myself where no one else is where I can learn to drink of the light where I can learn at last I am not alone where I am not by myself but where I can be myself accepted and acceptable knowing He is always with me on my no longer lonely journey. . . .~~~~~~~~~~~~~©2019 Susan Williams.