As Long As There Is Light....

Mothers are proud, her first child comes soon the mirror of her inner being abound the tender child is loved all around being as first mothers have nothing to fear a mother heart is the closest to her child dear it perpetually hears her beating heart first nine months from the inside wall then with pain, grief and a bleeding heart the baby is pulled out or it floats self to the outside world a mother's heart sees and knows everything about her child her young mother's heart does not show it but knows that she loves, that's it together with her firstling in her mind, the child is still her toddler caring and feeding every day taking to be bathed and lulling asleep, even after midnight makes the strong love bond that arises even if the child has become an adult and leaves the parental home he will be still that baby infant for her the child is the mirror of her inner being she seems aloof, but that is the mind being for the first time a mother she does not show her heartfelt love how she often struggles with her inner grief having become a mother, you do not become just like that, it's a gradual growth in an emotive way she grows with the baby child every second in her heart, she cuddles him endlessly outwardly she remains at distant, there is nothing wrong with that being the mother of a firstborn child she really loves she does not show that, first mothers are oftentimes warmest at heart introvert implements she is endlessly grateful and truly content to have this birth upon this forsaken earth with all its delights and wonderous appetites as long as there is Light.... ©Sylvia Frances Chan AD. Friday 28 Sept 2018 - @ 16.43 hrs P.M. W.Eur. Time