Shyness, Not A Puzzle....

Shyness, not a puzzle i am not an apple but i turn red at most times and turn pink at some times and pale exactly like a snail and its trail makes me feel and act like a snail when too many people come looking gone is she in her cochlea it's all in my face at most jubilations and congratulations, i turn red either i hide my face for all newness or new other that shy side that i oftentimes hide has nothing to do with pride it's all shyness, pure shyness with God's help, i will have prowess if others greater than me show friendliness i am gone with my shyness the innate talent closest to God, flees to Him i feel at home in His Shadow i am perpetually balancing like bow and arrow this i know from God too constant balancing, never targetting it feels finest, that's all i know i am happiest with my Koko.... and amongst my beloved family (Koko is the title for elder brother, he is my only brother) it feels so warm and closest like home, as finest near the hearth.... Photography by Sylvia Frances Chan titled: "Elstar" (one of the many many sorts of Dutch apples) ©Sylvia Frances Chan A.D. The Third Advent week Wednesday the 19th of December 2018 - @ 11.43 hrs. A.M. Nederland Time