Running Away

You do not love me I know You let me live in false dreams I have wasted half of my life Used me as a toy to play to your whims I have jotted down verses Thinking it is a love sublime It can endure rough seasons and Together we can live through hard time I kept fasting to please Gods For you to bloom as a flower To spread essence of your beauty To flow in the dark as a shining river You did not understand me And took a different course Like to a dead leaf you crushed Me as a shameless girl without remorse