Ethereal Broken

In my sudden fall Tried to wake up Standing with no light Persona of the darkness delight Still clouded around my heart Recall me yesterday ambient night While I in a fair distance to decide Heading to lame light in front Or print my foot backward Follow the darkness halo Which direction i should go? Nightmare revisited As i seen front not so bright, I do undo to go and hide Hiding many scars from being seen From those eyes that stare Whenever light strikes on me So I do undo to go and hide Conceal my pain to be unseen And the words that i cant clean Traces of light in front Shadowed me at the back Turning back away from light As if there is someone i could rely And i did follow the walk when it moves Deeper to the road that less light never bright As i decided not myself to tell but the my dark side My shadow, follow wherever it goes, wherever it moves Still clouded in my heart Is the only darkness with it's charm My eyes too blind to see without light Where i found myself drown in black tears Swimming to somewhere discovering destiny Where nowhere to go, aimless in estranged sea Lost in a dreamless sea, be crowned me as an angel The broken angel that rise from black stained heart New heart that numb with feelings, and forgotten life meaning My aching soul Recalled the past light, I, I tore my blacken heart away Dare my ethereal broken to reborn Free my life by emancipation of my soul Fly my little soul, with little bright in the dark To where we were before, when i was waking up In a distance, between the dark whispers and light source I shall return and trust on little spark in you again, little bright Too little to be compared but more than enough to kill the dark Surrender to you to let light bleaching my stained black heart, To where we at the point again, and here again to decide Lead me to there my soul, send me...again Between the lame light Or charming darkness wild Walking to the in front, toward the lame light Fearless now to show my scars, as it reminds the pains As reminding the pain, mistakes lesson to learn again To where i moving now i move toward the lame light Here, I will decide to where my foot to print it ways That's how my life to be led in remaining time With the colors, the beauty i once lost Spectrum that i denied in the sea The darkness sea i drown past time Where my foot to print now on Trails the marks, left in a new way By the steps as what my soul says Stay behind my shadow, No longer you i will follow Your shape is always fixed as me And never me be shaped by you At the end, it is my very own journey So let me decide, where my footprints step to Mistakes will remain as scars It wont fade and i wont hide Those eyes can see Whenever lights revealed on me If it can be learned by you too Or telling you i am a survivor Of life reality tales My ethereal broken I chose to follow the light So my soul, keep my life blue Oh God, I know you lead me, so true