Resolve

There have been too many days of sunless meanderings and vague nonoccurrence. I turn down empty alleys and anonymous street corners too suspicious of my fellow travelers. Decades go by like fashion trends and I have to wonder if I have annihilated something important within. I don't want my highest ideas and kindest affections to dissolve into dream or fade away like autumn leaves. I've been fragile for too long, watching myself begin to break, but I resolve to have adamantine resistance to paralyzing negativity. 1: 44 PM 4-25-20