Hoping I Shall Be Proved Wrong By Someone

When I suffer from a disease and I am in pain I don't blame anyone else, I blame myself and my sins. When an innocent child suffers from a disease and he is in pain I don't know who I should blame. Should I blame the child and his sins? I shall not ask it from the nature, neither nature will listen to it nor it will reply to me. I shall ask it from myself and I shall reply it to me. Deaf and dumb and blind is the nature, it throws on the earth packs of life pleasure quotedpainful packs! Without knowing what's inside the pack one is happy to catch a pack. How lucky were those who could not catch a pack, how unlucky is the one who caught a pack! I am not a pessimist and being an optimist I still pray for the ailing child Hoping I shall be proved wrong by someone.