At This Time

At this time I came back here in another time And in another year to visit you at this grave sight But also I can feel the peace of this grave sight that gives me And it makes me feel very welcome everytime I come here It was a long journey for many years but I overcame the struggles that Comes with it My grieving period for my mom and my stepfather is over now But I never forget to come to the grave sight every year But Easter time I spent alone at my home And I am a proud home owner at the same time living all alone and Trying to connect with people on the Facebook And the Facebook opened up another door to my life because it also helps Me to make friends and socialize with friends I never said to anyone that friends doesn't matter to me Because right there you would know that I am telling you a lie And it doesn't take much to realize when people are lying like me or The other people because you can hear them in their tone of voice they use when they talk to me And I have to be honest to myself and other people by telling them that Lies doesn't get them anywhere or they can't cover something with a Lie by saying I love going there and then you realize that in real life that They hate it more than you There are things that I can share from my own experience Everybody's road to hell is different than mine Because I been there already and I gone through that road alone 4 Years ago and it was a lonely and sad road because there was Nobody else on That road but just me walking on it and at the same Time hating every minute of it but that time is over and I am glad it is Over Because I can move on and face a new life with many different tasks For me to Try everyday And I should be grateful for the new tasks