Can I Forgive Her?

Another night with open eyes Too late to sleep, too soon to rise I am short of breath, is it a heart attack? Hot and feverish I face the fact I am in love, and it feels like shame Because she's gone and made a fool of me in public again I am in love, and it feels like pain Because I know there's too much truth in everything she claims So I ask myself now: Can I forgive her If she wants me to? I ask myself: Can I even deliver What she demands of me? I drifed into the strangest dreams Of youthful follies and changing teams She admist that she is wrong Then I wake up and remember that you can't forget She made me some kind of laughing stock Because I dance to disco, and you don't like rock She makes fun of me, and even in bed she said that she was going to get Herself a real man instead So I ask myself now: Can I forgive her If she begs me to? I ask myself: Can I even deliver What she demands of me? Or do I want revenge?