Letting Go

For so long I buried and denied the anger that dwelt within for all the horrid deeds done to me that which I could not repress I redirected at me so strong was my fear so ingrained the self loathing I must have been horrible I must have been ugly I must have been stupid and unworthy else you would have loved me So many years it took to know this is false So many years of my life lost to the harm that you caused You left me broken You left me shattered I was afraid and alone and you didn't give a second thought Now I am happy and filled with hope instead of despair and you have the nerve to write and ask how I am Might you come for a visit To tell you the truth I owe you so much I couldn't have gotten here without you They say before things get better you have to hit rock bottom You took me there and beyond and left it to others to pick up the shattered pieces We have done just fine without you Don't bother to call do not write again I don't need you sure as hell don't want you Go about your life and find someone else yes, I was hurt yes, I was angry But I have let go, you should too...