Without You

It’s him and you I don’t know What to do… He tugs me With his positivism His hopes and wishes For me… And yet if love was all About being positive, I would have loved him, Not you. It’s him and you I don’t know What to do… See my future in him. He’s been there for me With all his smiles… With tears, he bares his Soul to me, how much He aches for me… How much he loves me. I try not to get carried away. But you see, I am a human. His emotions pull me And my heart feels ~ He is being true to me. And yet there is something About you, that doesn’t let me Leave you. So it’s him and you - I don’t know what to do. No, I don’t love you Anymore. The pain Prevails more than ever before, And yet when you talk of being Down and depressed, In your moments of suffering, I forget the past - of how I suffered with you.... All those memories fade away When you talk of your misery, It is as if you need me to be there For you, but then I don’t know. He would tell me, that I’m again Going the wrong way.... Once bitten, twice shy. I should back off from you. He always cautions me, Not to trust you, in case if I get Flirted again into that trap Of deception and left with Desperate tears of dejection. I know he cares for me, I know he wants me safe. I know he feels for me… And yet it’s him and you, I don’t know what to do… God, show me the way Who do I leave? With whom I stay? He cannot accept me with you. He loves me too much To share with you. He needs me more than you do. Only if I knew, How to get over you And my past with you I would go to him With open arms.... To let him know - Yes, I am there for him Always….without you.